Finally.. something not COMPLETELY about relationships..

Dear God,

I came to ask you a favor.. as usual.. I guess I'm not good at "just letting things be" and "allowing you to take full control".. You made me.. so.. You know what a big control freak I am..

Anyway..

Heavenly Father, I really want my career to start taking off.. I'm tired of doing the easy work.. i understand my situation.. that i'm not fully employed by them.. but.. I really want to be hired as a permanent there.. Dear God.. I really want to be a permanent there.. I know I can do it.. and I know I can go far..

I know I can do It .. I know I can handle the job.. I know I can be in the lab just like the rest of them.. I'm fully qualified.. I have the credentials to do so.. for goodness sakes.. i emphasized in microbiology.. and took all the necessary bacteriology classes..

Lord, just please let there be an opening when I'm done with this temp thing.. please let there be something so that i can just fall into the routine..

Please let them see my potential and start giving me more things to do.. more challenging things.. more sciencey things..

Please.. Lord.. let them use me.. I'm an asset.. I work hard.. if just given a chance.. please??