Why, God, why?

Why God?

They say You always have a reason.. so.. what's Your reason?

Please.. I'm desperate.. why???

So this is how it goes..

Nothing is going to happen this year.

Nothing is going to happen any year.

This is how it's gonna be. We'll never get enough money to get married. We'll both me bums living off our parents.. for the rest of our lives.. is this how it's going to be?!

Fine.

We always need your help..

Dear God,

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to serve you through the gift of song. I had fun at that new church and everyone seems really nice to me. I hope that this experience is one that lasts a long time.

Thank you for giving Justyn the job, although we are still waiitng for his start date. Please help us save a lot of money towards our wedding and please let this year be the year that we can start planning something soon.

I know it is your will in the end that will decide for us.. but please put into consideration how much we do want this. Please put into consideration how long we have been patiently waiting for this opportunity.

I'm just asking for a simple favor.

I just don't want to feel like I'm being left behind anymore. I love Justyn so much and want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with him. You know, as well as I do, how much we both want this and I just feel like we have waited for so long. There are things we want to be able to do together than we can't do until we are married.. there are certain places we want to see and go to and it can't happen until we are married.

Please give him this opportunity to raise enough money. Please give us this opportunity to show you that we really can make it.

It's all I ask.. it's all I've been asking for..