Months..

Dear God..

Yes.. I know.. it's been months.. but I have been spending so much time in church that I guess I didn't see a need to have to really sit here and blog to you.. i know you understand.. i'm always so busy... but you know that I always have time to put in thoughts of you..

I guess I'm just here to thank you for the blessings that you've given over the past few months..

It's been an interesting year.. nothing too big "progressive" wise in my life.. but I feel things are moving forward.. less stagnant than last year.. and I thank you for that..

I just wish my mother would stop scaring me about how hard it is to live on my own.. or newly married.. or all the dangers of being a newlywed and how life will be extremely hard and how it seems as though she doesn't htink I'd be able to handle.. or how she thinks that this relationship won't be able to handle it..

I know that newlywed life will be hard..

All life-altering changes in life will be hard.. nothing is ever easy..

But we have faith in you.. we know that you only give us things you know we can handle.. and that I'm sure than though we will struggle.. i'm sure that our faith will keep us together..

Love may not be EVERYTHING.. but it should amount for something to keep a couple together.. right??

I just hope that when the time does come for us to take that step.. that she will support me and him.. and not try to discourage us..

It is my life.. right? I should be entitled to some choices.. right??