I'm not one of those girls..

Dear God,

You know I'm not one of those girls that likes to fall for guys in a hot second.. well.. not anymore. Too many past experiences have burned me in the past. It's so hard to get too happy over a situation with a new guy.

But ya.. here I am.. at the start of something new..

You know I've been praying for things..

I've been asking for intercession through Your Holy Family for these things.. to protect who ever my future husband may be.. whether it's this new guy.. or some other guy.. that You all protect him and help us find a way to each other.. and if it's ok with You.. I added "soon.."

I learned to pray for my future husband from listening to a Catholic podcast. I thought it seemed very nice to do. I also learned to pray for what I want in a husband from one of the choir members..

I mean.. You know I'm not desperate. I understand that if marriage never happens to me.. that it's because it wasn't meant for me.. I also know that You work in Your time.. and if You dont think that NOW is a good time.. then I know that LATER will be better..

Just protect me from pain. That's all I'm asking. I always envisioned that the next relationship I would be in will be my last. It would be my last because it would be the one to last for the rest of my life.. It's a nice vision.. but one can never predict such things.. only You know.. and I trust that.

I just really don't want to get my heart broken again.. that's all I'm asking..