Take care of him..

Dear God..

Take care of my uncle. Let everything be ok.. let the surgery go well.. He has grandchildren he'd like to see grow up.. he has a family that loves him very much... don't put them through too much pain.. don't put him through too much either.. take him under Your wing and watch over him..

If not for me.. for his grandchildren's sake..

It's not wrong.. is it?

Dear God..

I'm not doing anything wrong am i? Wanting to celebrate the new years away from the family.. and maybe celebrating it with friends over family.. that's not wrong.. is it?

You know family is important to me.. does it make it seem like i'm abandoning the family.. even if its' just one night.. the first night i've ever spent it with family over friends.. that she knows of..

It's not bad.. is it.. to want to do taht.. to want to celebrate it somewhere else.. to know what it's like to have that sort of experiences in life..

Why does she make it seem so bad??

Finally.. something not COMPLETELY about relationships..

Dear God,

I came to ask you a favor.. as usual.. I guess I'm not good at "just letting things be" and "allowing you to take full control".. You made me.. so.. You know what a big control freak I am..

Anyway..

Heavenly Father, I really want my career to start taking off.. I'm tired of doing the easy work.. i understand my situation.. that i'm not fully employed by them.. but.. I really want to be hired as a permanent there.. Dear God.. I really want to be a permanent there.. I know I can do it.. and I know I can go far..

I know I can do It .. I know I can handle the job.. I know I can be in the lab just like the rest of them.. I'm fully qualified.. I have the credentials to do so.. for goodness sakes.. i emphasized in microbiology.. and took all the necessary bacteriology classes..

Lord, just please let there be an opening when I'm done with this temp thing.. please let there be something so that i can just fall into the routine..

Please let them see my potential and start giving me more things to do.. more challenging things.. more sciencey things..

Please.. Lord.. let them use me.. I'm an asset.. I work hard.. if just given a chance.. please??

Finally.. something not COMPLETELY about relationships..

Dear God,

I came to ask you a favor.. as usual.. I guess I'm not good at "just letting things be" and "allowing you to take full control".. You made me.. so.. You know what a big control freak I am..

Anyway..

Heavenly Father, I really want my career to start taking off.. I'm tired of doing the easy work.. i understand my situation.. that i'm not fully employed by them.. but.. I really want to be hired as a permanent there.. Dear God.. I really want to be a permanent there.. I know I can do it.. and I know I can go far..

I know I can do It .. I know I can handle the job.. I know I can be in the lab just like the rest of them.. I'm fully qualified.. I have the credentials to do so.. for goodness sakes.. i emphasized in microbiology.. and took all the necessary bacteriology classes..

Lord, just please let there be an opening when I'm done with this temp thing.. please let there be something so that i can just fall into the routine..

Please let them see my potential and start giving me more things to do.. more challenging things.. more sciencey things..

Please.. Lord.. let them use me.. I'm an asset.. I work hard.. if just given a chance.. please??

Music..

Music does wonders.. i swear.. movies and tv shows would be nothing without the music.. the suspense in the television show 24 wouldn't be so suspenseful if the music didn't drive the mood.. so.. ya.. music does a lot..

OMG! The Clippers are in the playoffs.. when and how did that happen! Woop!

Anyway.. Old Navy gave that awesome "stuff the bag" thing to get 20% off thing.. but you know what.. that bag is a lot smaller than they used to be.. hmph.. trying to jip everyone!

I swear.. tv stresses me out.. sheesh.. that show.. 24.. is one big stressball.. argh..

There isn't anything to write about..

Music..

Music does wonders.. i swear.. movies and tv shows would be nothing without the music.. the suspense in the television show 24 wouldn't be so suspenseful if the music didn't drive the mood.. so.. ya.. music does a lot..

OMG! The Clippers are in the playoffs.. when and how did that happen! Woop!

Anyway.. Old Navy gave that awesome "stuff the bag" thing to get 20% off thing.. but you know what.. that bag is a lot smaller than they used to be.. hmph.. trying to jip everyone!

I swear.. tv stresses me out.. sheesh.. that show.. 24.. is one big stressball.. argh..

There isn't anything to write about..